one or two seconds

sometimes I wished I were so transparent
I could become nothing
unbecome
rest

cease to exist for some seconds
and escape from this noise
that bangs my head
this blablabla
that like a thick saliva
is stuck in my chest
fly in the air
move away from me
become someone else's thoughts
speak other languages
and misunderstand life
only mine

be nothing in the head of no-one
rest to be born again
innocent
anew
like a baby
like a foreigner in a new country
like superheroes

just unseen,
inexistent,
for a second or two

eternally, rest.