dear friend,

dear doppelgänger,

now that i know you exist, live makes more sense. or less. you know, i know you know, i dont believe in the supernatural, but after our experience the other day, i am less certain about the cosmic organization of life.

it may not make much sense at all, it may look gloomy and worthless at times, but knowing there is someone who is experiencing the same, the exact same things at the same time in a parallel world, helps me understanding "it" all a bit more, just a tiny bit.

so, see, i was walking home this morning and suddenly the very same world days ago looked boring and grey, started lighting up. it was nothing in particular, just a random thought that crossed my mind, maybe seeing the sun, maybe thinking of all the effortless american people i have met throughout this year, how can i know?, the brain has ways not even god would understand, were he to exist. in a second, i started smiling at anyone, the music from my i-phone was uplifting and the future looked bright, thrilling, open and safe.

what i am trying to say is that i am happy to know that you are good too. to know that you are there, sharing it with me, on the other side,

i am just happy. despite the fact that you live further away than desirable, you live

and so, i live,

and it is going to be fine, more than fine,

we will keep thinking, for sure,

but together,

and that is what keeps us living,

dont you agree,

i know you do,

your doppelgänger,

st louis 18. may.2011